Today is Day 20 and I'm having a bad day. My recovery and my sobriety are for me, but it's evident that though I'm in a marriage, I am alone.
I'm not making any big decisions because it's not in my program. I'm just realizing the immense loneliness I feel and have felt over the past 13 years. If my marriage makes it through my sobriety, I will be surprised.
I think I'm going to go back to bed.
Day 20... I'm looking forward to pink clouds... Maybe? Someday?
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